墓碑: gravestone, tombstone...
比不上: can't compare with...
稍后: in a little while, in a moment, later on...
压抑: to constrain or repress emotions, oppressive, stifling, depressing, repression...
两手: one's two hands, two prongs (of a strategy), both aspects, eventualities etc, skills, expertise...
座: seat, base, stand, (archaic) suffix used in a respectful form of address, e.g., classifier for buildings, mountains and similar immovable objects...
血: blood, colloquial pr....
时好时坏: sometimes good, sometimes bad...
狂欢: party, carousal, hilarity, merriment, whoopee, to carouse...
源泉: fountainhead, well-spring, water source, origin...
